I'm fucked

前些日子，在开心网来看到小马评价的《历史系男孩》(History Boys).实在没忍住，又去看了一遍。大概是把a已经看掉了，看到Posner和他们的临时历史老师Irwin探讨自己怀疑自己是喜欢Dakin的同性恋者。那时候辛酸的简直眼泪可以瞬间滴下。
对话如下：

Posner:Sir, I think I maybe homosexual.
Posner:I love Dakin.
Irwin:Does
Dakin know.
Posner:Yes, he doen't think it's surprising.
Posner:Though
Dakin likes girls,basically.

Posner:Is it a
phase(阶段性的) sir?
Irwin:Do you think it is a phase?
Posner:Some of the
literature say it
would pass.
Posner:I am not sure I want it to pass.
Irwin:Yes
Posner:But I wanted to get into Oxford. If I do, Dakin might
love me.
Posner:Or I might stop caring.

Posner:Do you look at your
life,sir?
Irwin: I thought everybody do.

Posner:I am Jew, I
am small,
I'm homoseuxal, and I live in
Sheffield
Posner:I'm
fucked.

我们敏感的活在被限定，被框死的架构中。然后自怨自艾。
不过我实在喜欢这自怨自艾，命运喜欢玩弄我们。想知道抗争的结果，我们就看看巴以战局已经最后的结果。